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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhfjFv1z_Ts&feature=youtu.be hi. I built this movement sequence out of feels about a traumatic time I suffered through. a a lot of people that were important to me (and people around me) died, in not a lot of time. none of us were ready. death, like the often corrosive agent it is, melted a lot of stuff down. bad things happened. wrongs got exposed. words were yelled. relationships got trashed. people changed. many got hurt. illness loomed. hatred bloomed. my barely-pubertal life felt confused, chaotic, miserable, and interminably long. there wasn't much time for school, community, or how I was personally dealing with things; I didn't really care about that anyways. ready is what I wasn't. no, i didn't die. wished I could, at some points, for seeming lack of a better way out. I was on the "someone's gotta still get stuff taken care of" team. crisis, drama, and conflict management became a daily cho...