The MixUp

 - unless you have something against salamanders, wear the durn shoe alrighty 🦎🦎🦎 Good evening, all! It is I, the MixUp, bacc at this blog - aw, shux, it's almost midnight.  *perceptible drop in motivation to write post* - Be that as it may,, I am also stubborn (see the Germanic last name for further reference), and want to throw some type of pasta at this wall before I crash tonight.  But, first, que paso con my summer?  Glad u asked!!! ~ Worked on a TX cattle ranch for the month of June (and gained a few extra pounds at it, blame the steaks and BBQ). Had fun, didn't expect the whole thing to happen at all if I'm being honest. Got myself some real cowgirl boots, a buncha firsthand cattle knowledge, and a bit of (unexpected) dough in the process.  (also I'd never been before, so FUN! Here's me dancing out behind the homestead because why not?  https://youtu.be/Gt_BssADibo )  ~Got a new job as a veterinary assistant/kennel technician at a local anima...

 ~The  ~suite  life of FROG AND TOADY  that's it that's the tweet isn't she lovely 💚💙💛 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ +Bonus for the faithful readers: u know who u are :))) have a blest week!!! 🌹  ~hew

we'll be alright

- and while I don't have immediate access to a ton of soul food here in TX to celebrate, I'm sure I'll find a way. a hasty juneteenth assemblage of some songs I thought of free amazon access to "just mercy" movie and finally:  https://my.bible.com/bible/1/ISA.10.27.kjv happy Juneteenth y'all

https://www.desiringgod.org/articles/you-were-happy-to-be-mom <3 u mummy 💜💛💚💙💗

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhfjFv1z_Ts&feature=youtu.be hi. I built this movement sequence out of feels about a traumatic time I suffered through. a a lot of people that were important to me (and people around me) died, in not a lot of time. none of us were ready. death, like the often corrosive agent it is, melted a lot of stuff down. bad things happened. wrongs got exposed. words were yelled. relationships got trashed. people changed. many got hurt. illness loomed. hatred bloomed. my barely-pubertal life felt confused, chaotic, miserable, and interminably long. there wasn't much time for school, community, or how I was personally dealing with things; I didn't really care about that anyways. ready is what I wasn't. no, i didn't die. wished I could, at some points, for seeming lack of a better way out. I was on the "someone's gotta still get stuff taken care of" team. crisis, drama, and conflict management became a daily cho...

HIIIIIIIIII soooooooooo uhhh not sure how to say thissssssssss but last nite....... ...i dreamed..... ................i was................... ---uhhhhhhhh------ welll uh,,, [[[!!!!!!!holding my crushes' hand!!!!!!!]]] KSKSKSKSKSK SORrY I SHoUDLVE INCLuDED A COnTENT WARnING KSSKSKS HHHHHHUUUUUUU IT WAS WILD MAN I LAID IN BED A GOOD 30 MINUTES AFTERWARDS LIKE ....anyuywyays yeah. got nuthin else to post about. just dang :))))))))))))))) "'''fascinating''''' weeewooooweeeewoooo hasta luego rats 

and creation sat still. https://www.desiringgod.org/articles/the-day-jesus-stayed-dead

I AM INORDINATELY FOND OF JAMMY LINZER TORTE COOKYS bai no cap

was really boutta have a nice, ponderous opening to this post till i saw this textpost and  yeah anyways lets obtain this gRain shall we🍞🍞🍞 Good evening, to all out in the shadowlands! It is a March Monday - the penultimate day of this month - and, to quote Mr. Youngs' Firebird (Alt version):  "everything changes" yes I'm listening to Cinematic again, album doesn't AGE let me TELL YOU 🎶🎷🎵 Writing this from none other than my bedroom, in some surprisingly breezy evening weather (warm enough to sunbathe, cool enough to keep my window open). Said alcoba is clean (which does wonders for my presence of mind) - there's a box of past letters and memorabilia in the closet that needs sorting   that I would like to sort at some point, but things are otherwise laid out and in their little places. Loft bed is a tussle of blankets, pillows, plushes, and sheets - in all truthfulness, I'm honestly not one to make my bed except  right before bed. ...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bYi5hJR7O7Y&feature=youtu.be&fbclid=IwAR07R6-xbTGN17BJrwUCu8a9YN33wqEPJwRr-M2CuMhrHBCeTewAPS1_GWw

AND WHY DO I JUST READ HIS WORKS NOW https://ccel.org/ccel/lawrence/practice/practice.iii.ii.html askdjfladkdl Lord waw ~hew

yes im reposting song yes the vid is such a vibe that i dont highkey car yes im still seriously falling for this dude https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82yL9i1Oa5g are we done yet ok bye *weary sigh*

https://www.desiringgod.org/articles/valentines-day-belongs-to-god

good word but dang https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/article/god-open-options/

das rl hot  🔥 https://www.crossway.org/articles/9-ways-to-guard-your-personal-relationship-with-god/ *will smith telescope meme intensifies* 

I USED TO BE YOUR SIX AM HEY GOOD MORNIN BEAUTIFUL HOWZIT BEEN🎸😢🤠 thanks bye