The MixUp

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhfjFv1z_Ts&feature=youtu.be hi. I built this movement sequence out of feels about a traumatic time I suffered through. a a lot of people that were important to me (and people around me) died, in not a lot of time. none of us were ready. death, like the often corrosive agent it is, melted a lot of stuff down. bad things happened. wrongs got exposed. words were yelled. relationships got trashed. people changed. many got hurt. illness loomed. hatred bloomed. my barely-pubertal life felt confused, chaotic, miserable, and interminably long. there wasn't much time for school, community, or how I was personally dealing with things; I didn't really care about that anyways. ready is what I wasn't. no, i didn't die. wished I could, at some points, for seeming lack of a better way out. I was on the "someone's gotta still get stuff taken care of" team. crisis, drama, and conflict management became a daily cho...

HIIIIIIIIII soooooooooo uhhh not sure how to say thissssssssss but last nite....... ...i dreamed..... ................i was................... ---uhhhhhhhh------ welll uh,,, [[[!!!!!!!holding my crushes' hand!!!!!!!]]] KSKSKSKSKSK SORrY I SHoUDLVE INCLuDED A COnTENT WARnING KSSKSKS HHHHHHUUUUUUU IT WAS WILD MAN I LAID IN BED A GOOD 30 MINUTES AFTERWARDS LIKE ....anyuywyays yeah. got nuthin else to post about. just dang :))))))))))))))) "'''fascinating''''' weeewooooweeeewoooo hasta luego rats 

and creation sat still. https://www.desiringgod.org/articles/the-day-jesus-stayed-dead

I AM INORDINATELY FOND OF JAMMY LINZER TORTE COOKYS bai no cap

was really boutta have a nice, ponderous opening to this post till i saw this textpost and  yeah anyways lets obtain this gRain shall we🍞🍞🍞 Good evening, to all out in the shadowlands! It is a March Monday - the penultimate day of this month - and, to quote Mr. Youngs' Firebird (Alt version):  "everything changes" yes I'm listening to Cinematic again, album doesn't AGE let me TELL YOU 🎶🎷🎵 Writing this from none other than my bedroom, in some surprisingly breezy evening weather (warm enough to sunbathe, cool enough to keep my window open). Said alcoba is clean (which does wonders for my presence of mind) - there's a box of past letters and memorabilia in the closet that needs sorting   that I would like to sort at some point, but things are otherwise laid out and in their little places. Loft bed is a tussle of blankets, pillows, plushes, and sheets - in all truthfulness, I'm honestly not one to make my bed except  right before bed. ...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bYi5hJR7O7Y&feature=youtu.be&fbclid=IwAR07R6-xbTGN17BJrwUCu8a9YN33wqEPJwRr-M2CuMhrHBCeTewAPS1_GWw